I was about 11 at that time. We have been classmates since from LKG. Somehow, Srikanth an average student has transformed into a ‘very’ good student by then. She used to always top the class and I used to stand second or third mostly. This trend continued from 5th to 7th standard. I was always attracted to girls since from childhood (even more now!!) and used to always try different things to impress them. The fact that I had very little skills in any other departments (still it is the case), I had to rely on my academic performance mostly to impress them and it worked. I used to constantly interact with her regarding homework, notes etc… It was just an excuse and I knew this even at that time. In fact, this was the weapon that worked until my under graduation. We all seek attention in one way or the other and for that you need to be special in some way.
There are two small stories which I would like to share here. During my 6th or 7th standard (I can’t remember exactly) we had a teacher who used to make girls and boys sit next to each other (mixing) rather than girls sitting on one side and boys on the other. Boy oh boy, I liked this idea great time! Initially, I and she were sitting side by side but then for some reason our teacher has asked me to sit in some other place. I felt bad and angry but I had no other choice.
One other time, I saw her with another friend (girl) from our class on the road. I tried to follow her and then eventually decided to give them a surprise. Once I was fairly sure where they were heading I took a shortcut and the plan was intersect their way! I managed to do that, they saw me and she smiled at me. That was a killer! I was happy and heading home. I was so happy that I decided to jump over a small wall/barrier at a shop just for the heck of it. Bang!! It was all blank for a couple of seconds and then I realized that I fell down and my left hand was badly injured. Was on the ground again! People gathered in no time, lifted me up and cleaned my clothes. I knew that something went wrong with my hand but I kept pretending to myself that everything is OK. Next morning I wake up only to find that my hand is swollen big and we knew it broke. Given our financial condition at that time I cursed myself for quite sometime for this stupid action. My first crush indeed cost me!
Most of us changed our schools after 7th standard due to various reasons. I rarely heard about her after that. Back in 2004, accidentally I saw her in Hyderabad. I was excited. Went to her and introduced myself but obviously as it was an accident either of us had any time. We immediately went our ways. Never heard of her ever since…
Decided to break the long silence that is prevailing in this blog. Fuck this silence, I hate it. Yes, you heard it right I just said “fuck”.
I picked it up on this word in the last couple of years and over this period my usage of it has grown exponentially. Thanks to my western friends! Though I never got a weird or strange expression out of some one (especially the westerners) while using it but I had to be more careful of its usage with Indian friends (conservative) around. I decided to find out the reason behind this new habit. After giving my brain a little work I realized that more often people don’t use in the context of dictionary meaning. They more often use it to express various emotions and feelings. I also found this video which is fucking awesome and which exactly says what I am after
here is the most intresting part of my story…….before that i want to tell some sollu abut me…..u have to read…no mercy……let me start…..iam started observing my family situations very close from intermediate onwards…in my degree time our family faced lot of problems…..that i can’t list out here….then some how i got in HCU for my M.Sc…..then i just started observing somethings around me from 2nd year…..mainly girls….till that time iam unnoticed that iam following someone or somebody is following me….?….ok then the story began…iam following one girl but surprisingly she is not in our campus…..but she is in my mind……..do u like to know who is she?…..ok then post me ur replies..then only i will continue my story…i expect atleast 5 responses …then only i will continue….story telly needs some gud listeners also……so i ……
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hi all,
i will post shortly some important thing in our blog…. till my exam get over there won’t be anyposts from my side….and iam running like machine without any output…hope this machine will be set into some proper condition soon…
i hope every one is very busy with their works..and doing well…..i hope nobody is forgotten me…iam in touch with most of our class mates anyway some r special cases…..
..sankar needs to be acknowledged for all his efforts….
okena bye
Every one knows what nobel prize is,If u don’t or if u forgot that,this is recap.There is dude named Alfred nobel made lot of money by inventing dynamite and other armaments . In his last will he used all his fortune to institute “Nobel prizes” in order to cheer and recognize nerds working in areas of Peace,Literature, Chemistry, Physiology or Medicine, and Physics .That way he has done nice job, it seems right for me too as you know all the rich weirdo’s in the world never give a damn about these guys.
You may wonder why he didn’t give damn about equally great field of mathematics. Surely eminent man like alfred haven’t forgotten about math. With no obvious reason people invented one,as usual invented tale had a bit of salaciousness to it..He deliberately avoided establishing a prize for math because a prominent Swedish mathematician, Mittag-Leffler was carrying on an affair with his wife.
The wife ‘theory’ is obviously a hoax,since Alfred was never married. Another theory was that Alfred’s animosity towards Mittag-leffer for some reason,If he established the math prize Mittag would almost certainly have been one of the first recipients. That may not be true as well because there were other highly regarded candidates such as Henry poincare and David hilbert.
The point of Alfred’s legacy was to encourage and benefit those who have done mankind the greatest good. His altruistic effort would have have been tainted forever if he hold personal grudge for not to establish for and important scientific category.
One of the strong reasons may be He was interested in developmental work and specified that his prizes should be awarded for “important discoveries and inventions”. Mathematics was a field he considered too theoretical to produce direct practical benefits for mankind whose discovers he sought to reward.
Any way,If great guys like Nobel’s motivations aren’t clear they often attribute to some entertaining tales.
Also.. as I’m working in Physics there is a finite probability ( may be order of 10 power -16) that i will get Nobel prize.
Disclaimer : This post is a composition,Not my original work or Ideas.
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